Hi son, well as you know Nike made his way home and crossed the bridge last night. Auntie Julie still hasn't really processed it all yet, it's gonna take a few and it will be real, then not, then real, then not!!! It may be easier for us by far to lose a pet next to a child, but we both know he was her second son, her end all be all. But she will be ok, and I know at some point she will be loving and giving another loyal kitty.
Well, I have received 17 (pos) cards thus far:) It is so comforting to receive these cards from other moma's who have experienced the physical death of their child in the same way I have. They truly do UNDERSTAND. They understand my loss, my pain, my thoughts and my tears, tears that will fall from my eyes til the day I take my last breath on earth. I will miss you forever, until "The Chain Links Again". I love you sweet boy.
Christmas is upon us, It does not 'feel" like Christmas at all!!! For many reasons, the first being our family chian has broken and can never be fixed, but it can link up again, once we are all reunited in heaven. For 2 Greg & Journey don't want to "celebrate" it this year. We barely got a tree, and we barely have it decorated, lights and 3 ornaments. But it is pretty and it brings a warm feeling to my cold heart.
I will write you soon son, hugs and lots of kisses too. Forever my boy, forever in my heart, forever missed.
i love you more, moma~
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