Hi my sweet son....
I miss you every day handsome boy. I love you so much and think of you always. I miss you with all myheart. When I go through a rough patch of things in life, I always think of you and wish you were here to give me a big hug and hear your words " Don't cry Moma, everything will be alright", and then " pretty Moma."
I miss your love, hugs and encouragement son. I know you are watching over me, I feel you all the time. Thank you for the penny yesterday and again just this morning:)) They bring me comfort and I know you are still sending me messages:))
Yanni called me 3 days ago and gave me a message from you:)) She said she was at work and you tapped her on the shoulder and said " I approve of Mark" and that you liked him. I know you would Nick, because he is a good person, has a good heart and has helped me through rough times, and most importantly, he has helped me with my sobriety. He has 29 years sober, encourages me to go to meetings, and introduced me to a wonderful group of people in A.A. and I now call it my "Home Group."
God Nick, sobriety is great and I am so proud of myself. It feels good to be clean and sober, I wish I had started sooner, but it all happens when it's supossed too:))
God is good Nick. I went to church again yesterday and it was a message of loving our children and teaching them of God. I know I did and continue to do that for you kids. I know you are with God now.
I am crying right now as I think about my life...tears of joy and tears of sorrow son. I can't believe Nana (my moma) will have been gone 10 years this June, Shelby 3 years and my brother Greg 16, all in June, so hard to believe, and you almost 2 1/2 years soon. My life is so diferent son, and I miss my family so much, all of you :((
I will be okay though son, I am a warrior at heart and I will more than survive, I will prosper and LIVE, and I will go on son, as I know I should.
I miss you with all that I am son. Please pray for me for tomorrow son, you know!!!
I love you more moma~
Hugs and kisses to you sweet boy~
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