Monday, April 25, 2011

***Happy Easter Sweet Son***

Hi my Beautiful Boy,
I love you and miss you so much Nick. The holidays are still so hard.
Mark and I took beautiful lillies and tulips to you and Shelby Bear for Easter, yellow and light pink. We sat for awhile and cried as Mark held me in his arms, he is a wonderful man Nick, you would love him. He loves bikes, guns, fishing and animals....just like you son.
I didn't go to church or a meeting. We went to Cle Elum to his cabin, we also went to Wanachee, Lake Chelan, Creasant Bar, Moses Lake, Ephrata, and Vantage. We rode the bike 480 miles in 2 days, god it was so much fun. I had one of the best weekends of my life. I love him and enjoy doing things with him so much.
We went to the fair grounds yeterday too. Yanni's Daddy had 3 horses races yesterday. We had a blast, we bet 7 times and won every one of them, small money we did it for fun:)) We had such a great time with Yanni and Scott.
I do wonder what heaven is like for you and Shelby, my mom, brother and others we love, at Easter time!!! I bet it is wonderful. I love you Nicholas, I love you so much son.
I miss you always. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
Moma is doing great, but you already know this son. I am doing great in recovery, great with my relationship with Mark, and our hearts ( Journey, Greg and me) are mending, slowly but surely son, the devil will not win, GOD IS PREVAILING!!!!
I will write you later my sweet son.
I love you more Moma~

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