Nicholas, I miss you always son...I miss you always. I am always missing you, thinking of you, loving you, longing to hug you, kiss you, talk to you...HEAR YOUR voice!!!
Son, Greg and Journey are both 17 right now, as you know Journey's birthday was last Tuesday, Greg will turn 18 on the 30th. Oh son how I wish you were here, to see them, know them, love them and for them to be loving on you, as you were a wonderful BIG Brother. We all miss you so much. We share you, your life, your humor all the time. Greg is really looking more and more like you every year. He has the narrow face like us Nick, and he is so smart. Journey still has her round porcellin face, and vibrant blue eyes like Moma...and she is so smart as well. You would be very proud of them.
I still struggle with losing you Nick, the only thing that gives me some relief is KNOWING I will see you in heaven some day forever. I know this because God says so. I cannot believe it has been almost 4 years since ShelbyPaige died and for you in Oct. I am still broken son.
I love you so so deeply and miss you everyday. I still cry and I still hurt...God is slowly healing my heart. I am sober Nick....I was killing myself drinking again. But I am ok for now.
I love you sweet boy....forever and ever.
There are no good bye's when you believe in heaven Nick, and I do.
So until next time.
Hugs, kisses and luv's
I love you more Moma~
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