Monday, May 7, 2012

I remember my son listening to this song and many others by Linkinpark and


3-Doors down....I listen to them today and it hurts so bad to know this is what

he thought, how he felt, what he was relating to and what was going on in his

head...



Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling



I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure

to take)



I felt this way before

So insecure



[Chorus]



Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting how I can't seem...



To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure

to take)



I felt this way before

So insecure



[Chorus] (Repeat until end)



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling (Whispered during chorus)



I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU, Nick.

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