June 11, 2009
Good morning son,I love you I miss you. I miss you son.
Well, we all slept in this morning, it was great. It's a hot one out today though, it would be a great day to float the river, if it's safe. Tha water has been really high lately. We had a guy stop by yesterday who was interested in your Repsol. He lives in Candy Mountain, but has horses out on the Kolotus Highway. So he said he would call us and come back by on his way back into town. It must of got to late but Lloyd has his number. Maybe today they can get together and he can take it for a spin. I don't know. A part of me wants to keep those "things" that you loved a lot, and other days I just don't want to look at them anymore...it's too painful and just such a constant reminder that you are no longer using them. It hurts, it hurts a lot.
I will write you later my sweet Nick, and you were sweet Nick, you had a heart as big as the ocean, I've always said that about you. Your spirit was always tender, your heart eager to please and love. And because of that you were loved back so very much. You are a good boy Nick. I miss you so much, I love you more ~moma~