I miss you so much Nick!
I swear sometimes I feek like my mind is gonna snap and I am gonna be crazy woman!
I am so freaked out about your birthday coming up. And I don't give a shit what people think or say about anything...people just don't fucking get it!!
I fucking miss you with EVERY fucking thing that I am. I have been crying for 5 days, I am not sleeping it hurts so bad Nicholas. I miss you so badly, and I am really having a hard time. I am snapping, and feel sad a lot, I don't want to go anywhere and I have an I dont care attitude. I do care, but I am really not okay with the anxiety and deep deep sadness I have knowing you are not here to celebrate YOUR birthday with us.
I love you sweet Nick, I just miss you so much, and I go through some really low lows son.
I remember last year we all floated the river with you for your 25th because thats what YOU wanted to do, so we did and it was so fantastic.
I love you my Nick, I love you so much and I miss you more than I...............
Sweet Dreams my sweet Nick I love you more ~moma~
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