Good Morning Nick

Hi sweet boy,
I love you and I miss you so much too. Just wanted to say hi this morning.
Jess came over last night and we talked for a couple hours bout the report. We talked about dreams too and ya know Nick...I have not dreamt of you since your death!! I think I am afraid and it may be too soon yet to dream about you. I would love to have a beautiful dream about you son. You smiling and being with me. Maybe you and me on your bike going really fast and having a blast. Or we could be at the beach swimming and jumping waves. Or we could be out yard selling. I just want to see your beautiful face son and KISS it. I love you son, I love and miss you like crazy. Sometimes I feel like I am gonna come right out of my skin when I think of you Nick, because all I want to do is hug and hold you. I wanna see your face! Will you come visit me in a dream and may it be BEAUTIFUL.
Give ShelbyPaige a big hug and three kisses from her Nana.
I will write you later my beautiful Nicholas James. I love you I love you more ~moma~