Hi Baby

Hi son,
Just stopping by to say I love you :)
I took Uncle "D" to his appt. today and things are good there. Over the years I have learned so much from him by caring for and looking after him! mental illness sucks...thats all I have to say about that!
Greg and Lloyd are working on there Audi, gettin her done. They got it for $400 and will be selling it for over 4 grand.:) They are workin it.
Journey is spending the night with a few of her cheer friends.School starts monday so this will be her last sleep over for the summer. I dont know why they call them sleepovers...they don't sleep:)
Anyway babe, I miss you and love you so so much and yes I'm gonna go on and on and on and on about it!!! and I always will!
That is what is so freaking great about this site and my blog, I CAN go on and on, and it helps and it is wonderful. I am so glad I can get on here anytime and release my thoughts, concerns, fears, worries, love, memories, and feelings. I don't know where I would be without this place to lay it ALL down.
I love you sweet Nick, and you are my love my boy my everything. I miss you terribly! Terribly. I took you over a Happy 26th Birthday balloon and a brand new shiny red Hot Wheels car. Your night lite shines bright still. When I visit your garden the wind chimes sound so pretty. I like to go there in the morning and mostly in the evening before the sun goes down. because it is calm, and the sunsets are beautiful! I always go see the swans after you and shelby. It is a beautiful garden...but then again you already know that!I will write you later my son. I miss you and love you so very much.
I love you more ~moma~