"Sweet Dreams"

Hi my Nick!!!
I love you my boy...
I miss you....
Journey has been wanting to decorate her room with leopard and zebra print, and it is coming together very nice. So, I thought of that SiberTooth White Tiger picture on wood that I gave you on like your 14th birthday..and you loved it. Well I told Journey tonite that I thought that picture would go great with her theme in her room. She liked that idea.:)
So, now Greg also is revamping his room. It's kewl though, he has always had very unique and amazing ideas for his room:) Lloyd's helping him. They work good together. Greg is surely growing up. It is beautiful and a pleasure to see that in him. It does provoke a lot of other thoughts and memories of you too. He is beautiful... and does portrait some of your qualities, habits and style. :) I am so very proud of him too.
I really do miss you more than words can even convey! I miss from the baby of my womb to the man and friend I had in my beautiful son, "Nick". I know that it really means...we won't be able to make 'new' memories with each other but...there are so many beautiful years of memories of you your love your life. Your life Nick was so unique. I'm your moma, I would know this:) Unique in many beautiful ways. You were a leader a go getter no fear man with a happy heart. You were a very happy baby too, Nick! and toddler, and boy and young man and man and Father and friend of mine...yes we were friends weren't we son?!
Wow, sometimes I feel like I "Am" writing a book or at the very least telling a story, a story of someone's life... Raw, Beautiful and Honest. (non-fiction).
I miss you son and if I could just write for 30 days I probably would write something worth reading. If it's supossed to be said to go forth with love, healing and worth, for the world and individual alike, than I would hope that God would bless it to do so.
I miss you and love you beyond measure Nicholas!
I will write you later my sweet boy.
Sweet Dreams~ I love you more ~moma~