Hi my Nicholas

Hi sweet boy,
I love you Nick, I miss you mucho, mucho, mucho!
I slept in this morning then a friend came by and we visited for about 2 hours. Now I need to get in the shower, we are going to Gr. for Lloyds B-day party and the kids will be home any minute. I don't really feel like going over there, it's so boring. But Gr. doesn't like to go anywhere anymore, so we are having it there so his mom can celebrate too. I will let you know how things went. I love them and all, but everyone there just seems to have gotten on with their lives and jolly and I just have a hard time with it all. Truth.
I love you my Nick, Nick!!! I miss you too much and always will. I am getting through this first tumultuous year, but I will never get over losing you...never. I think about you, talk about you, and miss you everyday! I wish you were here with us son, we miss you so much, our hearts are healing but they will never be quite the same again.
I will write you later son. I love you more ~moma~