Hi Sweet boy

Hi son,
I love you Nicholas James.
I miss you soooooooooooooo much.
I talked with your cousin today and guess what? They are coming to Wa, yea, yea, yea yea yea! How cool is that. They can stay with us, like we stayed with them. They are thinking about coming in Oct. Now I was gonna go down there in Oct to see Kris, however I haven't heard back yet as to whether or not he will be there in oncert. I'm gonna find out soon though.
Greg and lloyd got the car painted and they sent for the title so we should be selling it really soon.
Llody's birthday is tomorrow, we are going to Gr. Jess was invited hope she comes. We hung out for a bit last night. She misses you too so very much, you and Shelby of course. Our lives have completely changed Nick. One can't go through this and not come out different!
I love you so much son and miss the smell of your skin, your love, your smile and laugh and your enormous hugs!!! I miss all of you. You were a good son Nick. I would have given anything to take that pain away from you....if only! but i do know I will see you in Heaven, and that day will be beautiful son.
We are gonna have a huge Bon-fire party for you Nick in Oct. We will share stories, memories and your big loving heart. We won't be short of conversation that's for sure.
I love you sweet son, I love you more ~moma~