Hi Son

Hi my Nicholas James.
I love you son.
Well yesterday was an up and down day!!!
One of Greg's good friends Travis, mother died yesterday she was only 40, she got the swine flu and never recovered from it. UGH!!! It just breaks my heart, he's only 14, but he does have his dad and lots of family that he see's all the time. he will be surrounded with their love, he is fortunate to have all that family, it will help him a great deal.
When you died Nick, I didn't have a lot of family support. I was blessed beyond measure to have my friends and they just enveloped me, thank God. I don't know what I would have done without their continual love, prayers and support.
Jo and I took a road trip to Boise on business to glean from a young but already successful company. We are looking at their tools, marketing and comp plan. The next day Jo called me and said the company wanted to fly her and I to Utah to Headquarters and tour the plant, and to have dinner with the CEO of the company at his estate. WOW, what an honor and surprise. So, I was all over the board emotionally yesterday. I made it through with Gods mercy and grace:) thank you Lord.
I found a penny today Nick, thank you. I love you baby and miss you so much. I went to your Garden today and brushed away all the leaves! I can't believe you are gone Nick. I am still shocked, living in somewhat disbelief of it all, and yet the pain I have of your absence is very real.
I miss your love so very much.
I will write you later. kisses and hugs.
I love you more ~moma~