Hi Nicholas

You are my "son"shine my lovely "son"shine,
You make me happy when skies are grey,
You always knew "son" how much I loved you
No one can take my "son"shine awaaaaay!!!
I miss you sweet son, and no one will ever be able to take that love away. You are so deep in my heart Nick, it isn't possible!
Today was a busy day. I got up with G&J and took them to school. I had to take uncle "D" to help him get a bank account, that wasn't fun because we had to clear some things up first. I don't know what he would do without my help sometimes son, it's so sad that he is the way he is sometimes. But he is holding his own.
Tomorrow is uncle Greg's birthday, he would be 50. Please give my brother a hug and kiss for me Nick:) I miss him so and can't believe it has been 14 years since he passed. I know you remember how much I talked about uncle Greg, he too will never be forgotten. I still think of him often and miss him so much. He has a sweet spirit and a huge heart. He was a good man. He has probably already played lots of Bingo with you. he was good at it and gambling and he won LOTS of money most of the time. He had so much fun playing bingo.
I love you Nicholas and miss you like a CRAZY woman!
I will write you a little later. Gonna spend some time with Greg and Journey now, they don't have school tomorrow so we will probably watch movies til late:) I miss doing that with you Nick. you and Jess would come over and watch movies with us often. I sure do cherish those times all the more now, they are some of my favorite memories. I always made a nice dinner and we ate til we were fat:)
i miss all of you and all of those times together as a family.
I love you sweet boy.
I love you more~moma~