Hi my sweet Nick

I love you son, I miss you:(

Today has been an interesting day!!!

Woke up later about 9:30, didn't see G&J off to school, I was so tired yesterday, long day. But I woke again this morning with PEACE in my heart...praise God again. The deep sadness and burden weren't upon me for the 5th day in a row, thank you Jesus:)

Our first grief class last night on SOS was good. It was comfortable, and I think it is going to be a good thing. I believe I am ready for it and it is gonna be very healing and helpful, not only for me, but for your family. In return I will be able to pay it forward to others survivors and hurting parents and people who have been or will be hit with this devastating event in their lives. Good ALWAYS comes from bad Nick...ALWAYS!!!

I have a couple chapters to read and a journal that comes with it, so I am looking forward to looking at that material tonight.

No cheer tonight, yeaaaaaa!!!

We are gonna take our tree down tonight G, J and me. Put away all the ornaments and decorations.

Then we have to get all our laundry done, and house cleaning and shop for our food for our road trip. Then we are off to Melissa's baby shower in Bothel on the 23rd. Then back to Bellevue on the 30th for Journey's next competition. So, we will be doing an awful lot of traveling this month. Then on Feb, 6th we drive to Spokane for her 3rd competition.

I need to get going, dinner, school work and lots of things to get done around the house my love.

I miss you so much in my life sweet son. I still can't believe you are gone, although i really do know your gone.

I miss you so, I love you

I love you more ~moma~