First, I MISS YOU BABY, EVERYTHING about you...your voice, hugs, love, kisses, smile, eyes, your curly hair, your laughter, your beautiful spirit!!! No one can ever take your place son, ever. I wonder all the time "Who you'd be today". It ain't fair that you died so young, or at all!!! You were just getting started babe! The story and song of your life had just begun, but death tore the pages all away.I wonder, who you'd be today!!!
Journey is having a hard time with you dieing. She screamed it out yesterday..."why did Nick have to die"??? I didn't have an answer for her, I still don't!!!
Suicide Is Not a single, quiet thing someone does only to themselves. It is
like pulling the pin on a hand grenade while they are surrounded by everyone
who loves and knows them! So many lives are hurt and damaged and changed forever, by one act.
I know you never meant to hurt us son, and I forgive you, I do. I KNOW your pain was GREAT, I know "why" you did what you did. I am grateful you are "FREE" of all pain and misery!!! I only wish there was ANOTHER way to end your pain, besides the finality of death in itself!!!
I love you sweet son...I love and miss you so very much!!!
I will write you later.
I love you more ~moma~
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