Hi sweet boy,
I love you son, I miss you always.
I wanted to share something with you. I belong to an on-line group call POS. It's for parents of suicide. Well each year they have 2 retreats in Tennessee, where many of the members get together and spend 5 days sharing about their children who have passed, play, relax, and probably eat lots of great food. Well guess what? Yep, I'm going!!! I booked my flight yesterday. I leave on the 29th and will return on May 3rd. There is a place provided there at the resort for those who want to stay there instead of a motel. I am choosing to stay there. Guess what the name of the room I am staying in is called??? It's called The Butterfly Dorm" Whoa, yea, can you believe it. I just about lost it when I heard the name. It is not a coincident that's for sure!!! I will tell you all about my experience when I get back okay? But we will be talking before then.
Journey starts Drivers Ed.today. She said when I took her to get her permit on my birthday that she thought of you Nick and wished you were here, so she could come pick you up and go driving, she was a bit sad about that. So we went and got an ice cream instead. She misses you terribly still, we all do.
i better get going, I have a lot to do today and I have a touch of the flu, probably all the stress of everything, but I am ok.
I love you sweet boy, I miss you terribly...always missing you. I still think you should be here, and don't understand why. i guess as your moma I will always feel that way.
I love you more...forevermore ~moma~
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