Hi son,
It's monday...ugh!!! Another week begins withut you!!! Nick, I miss you so much sweetie...I just cannot stop thinking about you!!! Fuck, I swear, NO FUCKING ONE uderstands this Nick, I swear to GOD...NOT ONE, not one mother fucker gets it!!!I cry non stop everyday for you my boy, my love, my beatiful son!!! All I can say for sure is this, I really look forward to the day you and I are reunited with you forever!!! What a day that WILL BE.
I am trying to hang on, I am!!! There are such evil, wicked, people in this world, cold and heartless...I can barely stand it!!! i must hang onto what is GOOD, RIGHT, PURE, LOVELY...to survive!!! Afterall I am a SURVIVOR right???
I wear a silver chain around my neck that reads on one side SUVIVOR the other has the ribbon that signifies suicide!!!
I wear it with love, pride ad pain, if the truthbe known!!!
I miss you my Beautiful son.
I love you more ~ MOMA ~
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