Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I love you Nick Nick

Hi Sweet Son,
I miss you baby...I love you!!! All I can think about is " you" however I do have Greg and Journey on mind too!!! You aren't here!!!! And they are!!! Wow what do I do, it is so very hard Nick, to live for who is here and try to not think about you!!!! Wow really, is that even possible??? No!!! It's not!!! I will always think of you, you will always be on my mind!!! I mean shit Nick, you will be 27 in Aug!!!!! Hello...does anyone understand that?! No, no, no one understands that, nit anyone, no one not one!!! No, nor ONE!!!! Only your Moma understands that, because I'm your moma!!! That's why!!no one knows or understands my loss, my pain, my LOVE, my ACHE!!! NO-ONE!!! God I miss you Nick Nick!!!! Nicholas James Devine. You have catpured and enveloped my life!!! All I think about and obsessed about is you, because I LOVE you SO much!!!! Oh Nick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss you babe!!!
It sucks!!!!!
I miss you.
I love you more and more and more and more and more!!!
I love you more~moma~

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