It is so unbelievable that it has been 3 whole years Nick since I have seen your handsome face, heard your unique voice, seen your contageous smile, felt your amazing hugs and love, or recieved a call from you to just say "Hello pretty Moma, I love you".
I miss you terribly NIck had a hard time, not eating, crying all day, and on top of that I quit smoking today...I must be crazy, but I am so sick of smelling like smoke, yuck!!!
Life, my life is so different now, everything and I mean everything has changed NIck, in so many ways. One thing that has never changed is my heart is still broken over losing you. But I can honestly say, loving Greg and Journey and having them has kept me here and alive. And though it has been very difficult and many drunk days inbetween, I have come through it Nick!!! I amok, not great, not perfect butgetting well in many ways.
I love you sweet son so much and I miss you so much too.
Journey said she hasn't eaten today I know you are on her precious mind.:(( We all miss you so much sweety, I will never understand why you had to die, I still have a hard time saying that.
I can't wait for the day that we will be together again for all eternity Nicholas!!!
Reunited forever.
I love you my sweet son...I love you more
~Moma~
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