Hi sweet son

Hi baby, I miss you.
Well I spoke with your Aunt Kim last week and they will be coming up to visit in Oct. They are coming to YOUR Bonfire Party. Your party will be amazing. I hate writing this really....
I have had so many memories of you running through my head the past few days. memories and things we did, places we went, and things you said. It has been good for the most part because the memories are all good and happy. But it really breaks my heart that there will be no more of them. It has nearly been a year Nick, and I can hardly believe it!!! Gosh Nick, you were such a delight and joy in our world. For those who never got to meet you or grace your charasmatic personality...they really missed out, because you were "one of a kind" and brought love, happiness and great joy to those who did know you. Thank you Nick for all the love and smiles you gave and shared with moma...I am blessed indeed. You were a good good boy Nick.
I love you sweet Nick, you were just that way...lovable!
We'll, your sis strained her hamstring 3 days ago, so we have been trying to get that feeling better. She has been excused from P.E. for the rest of this week and no gym or cheer. She just needs rest and time for it to heal. She is loving H.S. and is doing great. Greg is doing very well too, they see each other often during school and sometimes have lunch together. They have each other, we have each other, its been tough but we are sticking together son.
Honestly Nick, I still can't really believe you are gone!!! As crazy as that seems, I know I share that sentiment with others, Greg, Journey, Jess....it is so hard to imagine even today that you are not with us. We simply miss you and grieve that, but also what could have been!
I love you so much Nicholas! My heart misses you so much, my arms do still long to hold you. I kiss you everyday, I talk to you everyday, and everyday I love you more.
Journey came home from school the other day and came in and gave me a beautiful brown and white feather and a big smile. Then yesterday I was walking through the parking lot and I found the fuzziest little white feather, it was caught up in some debris...I don't know how I saw it...thank you. I smile every time I find one. They are special connections to you.
I will write you later son.
I love you more ~moma~