Hi sweet son,
My heart is torn up today:( I thought I would do better than this, but I am a mess today thinking about what Could have been, what Should have been!!! We should be planning a big beautiful 2 year Birthday Party for ShelbyPaige. Today I am pissed-off, I am so pissed off.
I don't ask this much but today I'm asking it today, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYWHY???
What the hell, what the hell happened, why, why, why did this happen. Why aren't you and Shelby here with us. Damn it, what the hell was wrong with the beautiful family you and Jess built together!!! I am so pissed off, and sad today. I can hardly write this I want to RIPP THE FUCKING HINGES OFF THIS DAMN COMPUTER RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS MY BABY< I MISS HIM AND I MISS MY GRAND BABY!!!!!
CAN YOU HEAR ME GOD<>
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Nicholas my Beautiful Boy,
I love you Nick and miss you so so very much!!! I haven't been able to write you sweet boy because some things have happened. I put internet on my phone so I can write you again.
What happened?!! We had a House fire son. Sunday morning:( Jades heating pad overheated and set his room on fire. He lost everything:( :( :(. I can't even begin to tell you how I feel about that!!! He has been through soooooooo much already! I feel so bad for him:(
I will say we are all safe no one was home at the time, I came home to the fire. Bobbi, Ruben, Onyx and Raider all got out. Ruben was in an oxygen chamber for 2 days, he's on 3 different meds for breathing and pain. He will prolly make it. The other animals are good, except Jade! Unfortunately, she perished in the fire:( Very very sad about that, and for Greg. We bought him Jade in your honor Nick! He hand chose her, she was beautiful. We buried her in our backyard:( our Ins. Company has moved us into a beautifully fully furnished apt. Close by the H.S. And shopping. They say the entire inside of the home needs to be redone from paintinf, flooring, carpeting heating system and so on. Greg's room was destroyed and will be torn down, all the sheet rock flooring, ceiling etc. All new furniture too. A few of his thing were salvaged. I get our lap top back tonite son and will write you then, okay?!
I love you sweet boy and sure wish I could get a hug from you right about now. Greg and Journey sure could use your lovin too.
Please God please, no more, please!!!
I will write you later my Nick Nick I love you so much and wish you werw here Everyday of my life:(
I love you more ~moma~
I luv luv you son moma
Nicholas my Beautiful Boy,
I love you Nick and miss you so so very much!!! I haven't been able to write you sweet boy because some things have happened. I put internet on my phone so I can write you again.
What happened?!! We had a House fire son. Sunday morning:( Jades heating pad overheated and set his room on fire. He lost everything:( :( :(. I can't even begin to tell you how I feel about that!!! He has been through soooooooo much already! I feel so bad for him:(
I will say we are all safe no one was home at the time, I came home to the fire. Bobbi, Ruben, Onyx and Raider all got out. Ruben was in an oxygen chamber for 2 days, he's on 3 different meds for breathing and pain. He will prolly make it. The other animals are good, except Jade! Unfortunately, she perished in the fire:( Very very sad about that, and for Greg. We bought him Jade in your honor Nick! He hand chose her, she was beautiful. We buried her in our backyard:( our Ins. Company has moved us into a beautifully fully furnished apt. Close by the H.S. And shopping. They say the entire inside of the home needs to be redone from paintinf, flooring, carpeting heating system and so on. Greg's room was destroyed and will be torn down, all the sheet rock flooring, ceiling etc. All new furniture too. A few of his thing were salvaged. I get our lap top back tonite son and will write you then, okay?!
I love you sweet boy and sure wish I could get a hug from you right about now. Greg and Journey sure could use your lovin too.
Please God please, no more, please!!!
I will write you later my Nick Nick I love you so much and wish you werw here Everyday of my life:(
I love you more ~moma~
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